time unfolds like
the endless sky above us. what will we make of it? what will we build? there comes a time, I think when each generation is asked to hold the world. I hope we're gentle with it. yaaaay graduation! - Atlas
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oh, I still don't know
what to say about it all. it's been good, it's been great, it's been a lot, I love you? somehow words fall short. but I lived it, I did. idk man - Atlas I'm not quite sure
what to do with my freedom. but I have it nonetheless. and I think that choosing to spend that time dancing with you is a good choice, and one that I do not regret. I'm freeeeeeee - Atlas one must imagine Sisyphus
working on homework-- I'm sorry. I know it does get better than this, that it will get better, hopefully, soon. but an ocean of work lies between then and now and I am the one who will have to cross it I am so so so close to being done but also so terribly far - Atlas I don't know
what the future will look like, if it will hold on its current trajectory or shatter into glass, into sand and fall through my fingertips taking even memories with it-- I am scared of making promises or predictions. I have read too many history textbooks. but if it is within my power and you are willing I would like my future to have you in it. yes, I would like it to have you in it. late-night conversations and dreaming, hoping - Atlas it was a beautiful day,
sweetness and stress clinging to the underside of leaves-- no, perhaps that was the golden light. I'm glad I got to share this place with you, with all of you. I'm grateful for this time. <3 (our last Sunday night. In this place, anyway) - Atlas and even though it may have only been
a trick of the light and the clouds and the night it was a joy to stand there with you, with all of you, looking towards the sky. yay borealis - Atlas late night talks.
I gave too much advice, I think I often do when I get the chance. the point is never to overwhelm, or even to say that I have all the answers but I have thought about these things for so long and learned so much, I want to share the advice and the story. yea - Atlas rest is important
I know this, I know this it just seems as though there's never a good time to take it yeah - Atlas how many times must I learn
the same lesson before it sticks? (how long will I expect or hope that I could somehow fix every mistake after making it once, how long will I harbor some desperation and resentment around being so-- so human?) idk (the line between accepting the inevitability of making mistakes and taking responsibility for them/fixing them feels, at times, quite blurry and other times harmonious and clear) - Atlas |
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