I hope the world
keeps turning, I hope it's kind I hope I'll see you again tomorrow, I hope that you don't mind ehhh (Happy Halloween though!!!) - Atlas
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well, I am here.
at last. at what cost. but it's all too easy to drive yourself mad if "cost" is not defined with utmost care. bleh - Atlas the calamity came, & it was
worse than everything I had grown to fear. but I am still alive. and it was not all bad - Atlas so many things to be afraid of,
I don't even know where to begin. but the time is now and I will go on, as long as the universe allows me, as far as I am able. so it goes - Atlas all is reduced to rubble,
my hands are covered in mud. I know I can build again, perhaps I must. perhaps someday it will be better than what collapsed here, today. but for now these small, imperfect bricks are all I can manage. bleh - Atlas darkness closes in.
& I know that this despair will pass but it is hot and heavy, smothering, & I have run for long enough to know the only way out is through. I know this, and I still don't want to. bluhhh - Atlas no matter how much I pace,
I can never quite seem to escape from the heavy eyes of tasks left undone. bluhh - Atlas & all that I
all that I all that I am I give to you with a kiss upon your brow before I lie down at your feet more playing with words than expressing real sentiment, but you know how it goes - Atlas must I make
the same mistakes? again & again & again. I know, I know how to proceed-- just not quite effectively. blegh - Atlas a million things swirl
together in my mind. stories, people, possibilities I cannot possibly catch them all. hrrgh - Atlas |
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