sometimes in math,
the path you take does not matter if the end points are fixed. this is not true in life, I have found. the obvious, but from a slightly different point of view - Atlas
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I hope I am as bright
as I see you someday I hope I am as steadfast and as patient I hope that I am kind I hope that I am good and I am trying - Atlas maybe sometimes poeple
do learn what they're shown maybe I've been learning all along, too slowly to notice couldn't post yesterday, so! today! - Atlas I'm making faces in the mirror
practicing who I want to be but all the world's a stage and nothing's ever as it seems ho hum - Atlas I put my head
on my cat and she began to purr-- it really is quite extraordinary, being loved. truly - Atlas I am grateful for so many things
the way our lives still fit together the simple peace of the sky the freedom I have to shape who I become-- I am so grateful for all of it. thank you - Atlas we talked, you and I
about things both big and small and it was easy, it was nice these joys are not uncomplicated but they are still joy - Atlas sometimes there are days
when I want to apologize almost as much as I want to never speak to you again it's a complicated feeling - Atlas take a step
into the darkness, it is everything you fear and yet it still is not the end of you, in the end you are still here ho humm - Atlas the word “selfish” is gouged onto my back
I cannot see it but I know it is there I feel it pull and stretch every time I reach out to someone without giving something in return I never objected when you put it there because what was I supposed to do, say no? as if it wasn’t true? as if we are not all selfish in our own ways-- but I did not let myself crumple, accepting it, letting it roll like water off my back but I always knew deep down that the droplets trailing down my spine were too warm and thick to be water “the worst friend I’ve ever had” was carved into me so deeply I lost the ability to feel my own fingertips you scored a direct hit I bled out that night to the sound of static and I did not feel a single thing. working through some things (gotta feel it so you can release it) - Atlas |
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