I'm tired.
content, but tired still I will rest and try again tomorrow. always tomorrow - Atlas
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I feel like I do many things
without understanding them of late. perhaps it is time to start asking some questions, again reflecting on what it means to study - Atlas & sometimes
amidst all the failure there is a tiny light of success beckoning you on, on, on. how much of life is chasing that light - Atlas it's all so
uncertain. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't frightened. there are so many things I can't control. so many things I can. and no way to tell the difference sometimes (hurray hurray hurray) - Atlas here I am,
here I stand. I am doing the best I can, I think. it's always hard to say. ho humm - Atlas there's so much to be afraid of,
in this whole wide world. but so much of what I fear is just losing what I have, from my present to my past to my future. idk man - Atlas & time passes
ever more swiftly. I keep my head above the water. I keep my head above the water. I keep my head above the water. ho humm - Atlas I don't know how you do it,
you say. I'm not quite sure how to tell you that I don't think I *am* doing it, at least not anymore. I feel like I'm slipping a bit (and this is something that can be addressed, I don't want to tie my identity to this but it is something I feel is happening) - Atlas as always,
I yearn to reach for more time than I have. I want to do it all, and then some. I can always push myself, go farther. I can never get it all. idk man - Atlas in and out of consciousness
I drift between silence and sound waking and dreaming the sky and the earth. yay planes - Atlas |
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