“perfect for the toaster,”
it says. and I, who have never been described as perfect for anything cannot help but wonder idk man the words just wanted to be Like That so I let them - Atlas
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I went out and
tried a new boba place. because I could, because I didn't quite have the courage to go down some new trail with the sun sinking lower into the sky. and it was better than I expected. it's good to remember these things sometimes - Atlas I have been here before,
and I will likely be here again. I recognize these roads, these trees but they are still slightly different every time I see them. ho hummm - Atlas still I find myself dancing around
the idea of hope in the darkest of times. I have not seen those times myself, not yet, and some part of me prays I never will. so do all who live to see such times, and so on - Atlas sometimes saying goodbye is
a quiet affair. a coffee machine that's no longer there and see you (someday) instead of see you tomorrow. ho hum - Atlas in the notes of your update today you included
two pieces of fanart I made over a year ago. I have grown so much since then. I still remember making them. it was a strange but pleasant reminder that my life has weight and shape, enough so that you, a total stranger, saw fit to carry the small piece I gave to you. hm - Atlas and it hit me then,
surrounded by your laughter, how much quieter things would be when you were gone. I let myself miss you while you were still here. sometimes that preemptive grief is the key to unlock the truths in your heart, to open your mouth and set them free. bit of a dramatic, winding thing (but it is good to tell people that they mean something to you while they can actually hear you) - Atlas ah,
I'll let the cards fall. sometimes it's nice to look up from the game, even if it means you lose a round. hm - Atlas & it's life.
it's the world. it's ok. there will always be another battle to fight. perhaps an end to troubles was not the point. hmm idk - Atlas yeah,
yeah. I don't know anything. there are some things I'd like to believe though beliefs that hold my world-structure in place. they are as beautiful and powerful as they are dangerous, because even though I haven't seen them contradict reality yet, part of me wonders if I could let them go if they did. hmm - Atlas |
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