I am so tired
I am trying not to lose my mind howling with the wolves tonight - Atlas
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just keep adding
to that pile of good things, keep fumbling for that light-- at some point you will have to face the darkness, you know, but I have always favored the gentler approach hm - Atlas & I want to be so many things
but it is just so hard to start and keep going but I know I will not because I must, but because I am always reaching towards this life of mine, the life of which I dream this feels a little all over the place (in my defense, it is quite late) - Atlas where once we dug
through soft, dry soil now we must chisel away at hardened stone but we will make it through, because we must on tough physics problems - Atlas if you want things to last
pay attention find new things in even the most mundane activities give your memories texture so you can separate them when you need to. idk if this makes sense but here it is anyway - Atlas if my presence and my absence
both make you unhappy then where does that leave you, exactly? it's been so long--I'm not sure why my mind keeps being drawn to this - Atlas all your jagged edges
do not make you any less to me but I map them out regardless so I can hold you carefully idk if this even makes sense T.T - Atlas I am beginning to understand
the yearning for a simpler time when it was possible to live and love without the shadow of hurt constantly clinging to the edges of our vision. but there is also simplicity here, now, in the way that we are both here together. it is a simplicity that I could build a life upon. hm - Atlas I have always loved making people happy
it is a shame that most days I cannot seem to manage it another line I wrote today that I like: what do life and death have in common? / neither one asks permission - Atlas I learn how to walk while crying
it’s amazing, how the mind can multitask putting one foot in front of the other even when the path ahead seems so blurry I wrote several poems today, of which this is only one. anticipatory grief is A Lot - Atlas |
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