and oh,
I tried not to be greedy for your kindness but it is so difficult sometimes your love is so easy to want - Atlas
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and when I needed you
you came despite the fact that it was my mistake when I needed you you came thank you - Atlas she will sleep alone
tonight and tomorrow I will have many things to do and be and become I will be very busy and she will be still where she's always been waiting for me to come home. but that day is a long way away (it is always harder to be left behind than it is to do the leaving) - Atlas I am not ready,
in so many ways and yet the time has come all the same gah - Atlas I tell myself often
that fear is nothing to be scared of, and yet here I am hmmm - Atlas the summer will turn to autumn
and the green will fade to grey and you and I shall part and all these things will change-- for just as familiar seasons bring new leaves and flowers things repeat in well-worn patterns but they are not the same I feel like I lost the rhythm a bit towards the end - Atlas I will take this truth
as I always have, as I always seem to-- by running, and hiding, by looking anywhere except the sun so I never face its light I don't like looking at things I can't change - Atlas come,
sit by the fire with me and I shall try to tell you a story worth our time in the hopes of creating a worthwhile experience - Atlas I have discovered
that it is rather frustrating to be on the other side of broken promises honestly, you'd think I'd know better - Atlas and I hope
it is just nothing that it vanishes beneath the light of the rising sun but I know I will not always be so lucky it is always something that gets us, in the end - Atlas |
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