and what else can you do
when the world rushes up around you but breathe deeply, pull yourself back to your center and try again tomorrow we do the best we can - Atlas
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and I am still so uncertain
as to how I should speak to you, the language I should choose I still have yet to know all the things that I should do. sometimes I am more uncertain than others, though I imagine my knowledge doesn't change particularly rapidly - Atlas I am tired,
and so I am lost in my thoughts I am lost in my thoughts, so I delay going to bed. the cycle continues - Atlas I am not often
so drawn into a story that the emotions leave impressions lasting for days-- but when I find those kinds of tales I hold my hand to my chest as I read again, again, again, trying to find the part that resonates. ~and that's why not much got done today~ - Atlas I did not know
how ridiculously fond of you I was until I heard you read an excerpt from your diary-- it was so you, and so funny, and so sweet and charming I will never understand how you ever decided it was boring the depths of my appreciation for you grow day by day - Atlas and you moved so suddenly
I almost did not catch the motion legs flying with pinpoint precision to catch half-visible lines of webs so quickly it almost seemed as though your movements consisted only of arrivals. I wonder what it would feel like to move like that. I do love my little friend (though I will admit I like him more because he is on the other side of my window) - Atlas there is so much
I want to say and for once I have a point but this 900 word limit has put a damper on my plans what a shame - Atlas ah, it is an uncomfortable feeling
bumping into truths that you didn't want to look at the urge to ignore them is immense - Atlas there are days when I am afraid
of being recognized, of being known and then I realize that people probably wouldn't have said hi if they didn't like what they saw besides, it's not just the mortifying ordeal of being known--it's about *knowing* that you're known - Atlas I think I was the first to love you
though I'm sure many others also fell into your orbit-- but perhaps I am putting too much faith in my own importance, to think that I was first, to hope that you would even remember me at all that is to say, if this was more than just a dream - Atlas |
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