these seconds, these hours
these days, these years are the trees, the flowers the mud, the rocks that I pass by as I wind my way towards the ocean. I will never see them again but my eyes were open I shall carry parts of them with me until there is nothing left of me to carry them. happy new year!!!! - Atlas
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it takes a bit of silliness,
a bit of wonder a lot of courage and above all else a reason to stand back up again hmmmmmn - Atlas sometimes I look at the world and think
it really never does get easier, does it and sometimes it responds not until it ends, but you never really wanted it to be easy anyway hmm - Atlas I will write my love for you onto your skin
in invisible ink on your ankles and beneath your sleeves because the camera is still rolling and I am not supposed to be here but there are some things that must be said. hmm - Atlas it's always fine until it isn't
this deck of cards so perilously balanced can come crashing down at any minute and I, a single card can support the structure but cannot stop the pull of gravity what I'm trying to say is that maybe this will be a near miss too or maybe not mmmm I love time-delay emotions from important conversations - Atlas when I say I want to do the impossible
I do not mean that I want to be the best at anything-- that path is not, I think where happiness lies for me. instead I speak of sunshine in a windowless room a short, stuttered intake of breath perhaps laughter, or wistfulness where none existed before. that is a kind of magic I can strive for. and it is a magic worth learning - Atlas and I realized that there is no perfect garden waiting
at the end of this trail but behind the rocks off to my left there is a patch of ragged wildflowers bobbing in the sunset's golden light. they are common as dirt but oh, how lucky am I to have such faithful companions on my journey. what you pay attention to in life is more important than I thought it was - Atlas sometimes I think that if the things people say are true
you could never be understood and I could never meet or be someone like you but there are other times when I think that the whole point was to be like us, live as one of us suffer and struggle and be tempted and uncertain like all of us but, true to form I cannot say for sure. merry Christmas Eve!!!! - Atlas there are tiger stripes
in the sky I wonder what he's searching for I suppose the hunt has only just begun this one feels a little aimless (but I like the premise!) - Atlas I know you were
in pain but you chose to stay with me anyway (and that makes all the difference) bleh idk - Atlas |
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