"it's short,
simple," he said, and gave us our hardest problems yet struggling with my math homeworkkkk - Atlas
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sometimes I worry
that I'm falling behind but it also feels like I'm racing ahead, stumbling over my own feet as I enter new and uncharted territory or at least territory uncharted by me - Atlas I have overcome this challenge
as I have overcome challenges before but something new always arises and that is the goal bleh - Atlas there is so much
to do all the time I want to get better at everything I want the changes to actually stick I want to leave nothing unfinished, make everything perfect not because I am a perfectionist but because I often swing too far in the other direction. this is basically incoherent - Atlas the wave meets the shore
and they embrace before departing how sweet how soft the fondest of farewells it's cliche, but maybe it's cliche because it's true - Atlas and maybe we're just
the sum of the choices we've made over the course of a lifetime moment by moment, we decide who we are - Atlas I write my poems
for an audience of one and maybe sometimes I will share them but that is not what they are for not anymore - Atlas it is easy to leap
from one crisis to the next but putting out fires takes effort and even as I move on I want to acknowledge how much I've done to acknowledge how far I've come I'm working on it - Atlas and amidst all the storms
and all the chaos I catch a glimpse of sunlight peeking through the clouds, reminding me of what life used to be like, of what it could be like again and it dims quickly but I know the clouds are thinning maybe, probably - Atlas am I too soft
on myself? has my gentle acceptance of failure caused me to lower my standards? I do not want that to be the case, I do not want to confuse the process with the destination but maybe it is - Atlas |
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