the sun sets,
bathing everything in golden light. is this where I will spend my life, my time? the future knows. but not me, no, not I. yeah - Atlas
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the clouds,
the sky. this is my life. this is all there is, this is it. thoughts - Atlas and though the worst of it has passed,
for now some hollow part of my chest remains unfilled how do you soothe the ache of impending loss? how do you soothe the ache of loss? feeling lots of Big Feelings in the house tonight - Atlas I am grateful for
this second chance. I am afraid I might have messed it up again, but I am still grateful. glad I got to try - Atlas it is (it was)
the last spring break of my life, I think. I loved it while it lasted. if I am to miss it, only time will tell, time, the only thing I know of that takes itself away. idk, I'm tired - Atlas did I spend
all my time wisely? did I spend it well? I don't know, the questions haunt me, will haunt me I suspect forevermore. have you ever noticed how some questions seem to get louder as you get older - Atlas quite often in life
there is no perfect, easy answer waiting. but there are good answers, kind answers, meaningful answers. I hope that's enough. saw a potential future of mine today (weird but cool but also weird) - Atlas & I will not deny
that I am, I am terrified and tired but also some part of my heart is left open for whatever, whatever happens next. big day tomorrow - Atlas it passes.
sooner or later, it all passes. one day you might wish that it hadn't, or that it had sooner, or that it had never happened at all. and still it passes. so it is, so it goes - Atlas I hope that the world is bright and kind.
I hope that the world is dark like steel. I hope that the world is full of questions, and answers I hope that the world is full of hope. this makes no seeeense T.T - Atlas |
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