and I said
teach me how to be alright so you placed a hand over my heart and told me that the answers lay inside meditations - Atlas
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but by the time I saw your message it was
too late, you had all moved on without me (as you should have) no one is obligated to wait for you (though it's always nice when they do) - Atlas perhaps it is silly of me
to be dissatisfied when something went well, all things considered but I still feel a slight sting nerves alight, telling me but you could have done better on satisfaction and the endless pursuit of self-improvement - Atlas and when I approached my pain
as a kitten approaches a ball of string some of it fell away, some tension released that I did not even know I was carrying. I realized that you can approach pain with curiosity, with playful tenderness, and I was less afraid - Atlas sometimes I feel like
I am running out of steam-- though I suppose that could be a side effect of midterms it's just about bringing your mind back from distraction - Atlas fear is not necessarily
a bad thing, it tells you when you care about things it tells you when something matters and perhaps it even tells you that you matter it's not fun though - Atlas there's
so much to do, so much to do, so much to do-- how am I supposed to be everything I want to be I suppose the answer is "maybe you won't", but I don't like that - Atlas how strange to think
that you are very much like some people that you'll never meet that there are places you will never see that so much of existence is, and will remain, a mystery just passing thoughts - Atlas and when you left,
I felt a soft and familiar loneliness settling in by my side-- I must say it caught me by surprise I could not help but treat it as a friend because I have grown since it consumed my waking thoughts and it has been a while it was a strange experience - Atlas ah, this release of tension
still feels so sweet but unfortunately, it is a bit too early to relax it's ~exaaaaaams~ - Atlas |
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