it's all so
confusing and strange. the world spins in delighted circles, seemingly going nowhere. idk man - Atlas
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I don't think my soul has
quite picked up on just how urgent all of this is the never-ending tug of war between "I need to take breaks and can't be 100% efficient all the time, even when it's important" and "this stuff REALLY NEEDS TO GET DONE" (slow progress is still progress, and sometimes trying again in the face of failure is progress) - Atlas I'll tell you what:
I don't know anything, not for certain. everything feels so desperately inadequate. some people might call this wisdom but if it is, it's of a very limited kind XD - Atlas I have done
so much, there is still so much left to be done. I think I will be here for a while. T.T - Atlas time falls
between my fingertips, even (especially) when I can't afford to lose it shmeh - Atlas the universe demands
so much of my time, so much attention. & my mind and heart demand attention also. sometimes it feels like there is so little left, and I must wait for it to replenish, but I can't. ehh - Atlas lift me from the fire,
let me rest for just a little while, just a little while. mmmm I love Deadlines - Atlas I don't feel ready.
I know all the parts, but can I really bring them together into a coherent whole? I'm nervous - Atlas I am trying to rest,
trying to live. stopping for a life who would not stop for me. eeeeehhhh. - Atlas I have taken the first step
of a wild journey. I don't know how it will end, no one does. no one ever does. some days it feels as though I am always in preparation for some leap of faith, or trying to land as best I can. but life is what happens when you're in the air, I think. bleh - Atlas |
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