He is driving the car and he
Closes his eyes I am in the passenger seat, And he is closing his eyes He opens them again, of course But this is a kind of tired That sleep cannot fix That I cannot fix I stare out the window at the world passing by And think about anything, anything else just some thoughts on being tangential - Atlas
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and the worst part
is that it was so easy it would've taken only a minute of my time and I still didn't do it getting overly frustrated with myself will Not Help Solve The Problem but GAHHHH I hate learning lessons the hard way - Atlas I really hope you're happy someday
I hope you figure it all out that things get better and even if things don't go exactly the way you want I hope you get what you needed I hope you laugh and smile with the people you love and realize one day that you're okay, I hope I'm not there. a mix of thoughts, not sure how much I mean them but I like the way they sound together and they made something resonate so I wrote it down - Atlas "use it or lose it"
but I can only do so many things at once watch them slip from your memory - Atlas I was never taught, should I have known
instinctively how to give back everything that has ever been given to me am I stupid or ungrateful for never questioning the sky-- maybe, maybe yes maybe you were right but this dandelion seed doesn’t know how not to fly just an idea trying to get out - Atlas you pull the circle tighter
around yourselves and I am not enclosed within it it is not a very fun feeling - Atlas did I even
change anything, I wonder (who am I kidding, of course I did, I could not erase the traces of my presence if I wanted to) then it is simply the matter of trying to change things for the better - Atlas I thought I'd moved on
but I saw your name and realized I was wrong-- how funny, that I am becoming less fond of your presence the more I become acquainted with your absence not really a poem I wanted to write, not really the kind of person I want to be, but it's what I felt and sometimes that needs to be written too - Atlas I don't know how
you were able to converse with such grace and ease, adjusting for things I didn't even think to account for-- I was never taught, should I have known these things that seem so instinctual to you? do you ever meet someone who just outclasses you so thoroughly that you're like "well. time to step up my game I guess" - Atlas it is late,
as it always seems to be these days ho hum - Atlas |
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