& yet despite the worst of your cynicism
something still exists. against all the odds, resisting--somehow-- every force you think is doomed to tear it apart. I will not deny the inevitability of an end. but a vision of a hopeless world seems just as foolish, something that denies the reality of life. hum hum - Atlas
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time slips ever on.
someday I will run out of minutes. this is true for everyone but somehow my mind fails to grasp it, at least in the practical, liveable sense. someday I will not get to try again tomorrow. maybe it will be a Tuesday. ehhh - Atlas I am going to try again.
with every tomorrow I am given, I promise I will try again. so it is, so it goes - Atlas I'll tell you the truth,
I don't know anything anymore. & in all honesty I probably never did. ehh - Atlas and just when I think that
everything is going well I slide my gaze slightly to the left and notice the misshapen lump of a problem that has been festering for quite some time. the loop of improving perception and skills XD - Atlas & sometimes I just wish I could reach in and fix
everything that was aching inside. but I can't, and I shouldn't, and I can't. such is life, and the way of the world - Atlas all that color,
all that light. to think that we evolved to see it and then to make it on our own. what marvelous creatures are we, and what a marvelous world. shmeh - Atlas so many things
to do. so many things I could have done. but my life is not a hypothetical. that is the most miraculous part. meh. anyways - Atlas my mind races
on some parallel track, thousands of miles away. I am having fun. I hope my body is doing okay. ehhh this isn't a great way of describing it, but I want to Sleep so - Atlas and I know that making the same mistake repeatedly
is part of the human experience, but geez. bleh - Atlas |
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