to be honest,
I'm not quite sure what the world is coming to. a precipice, perhaps irrevocable and mutable at the same time. idk - Atlas
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rain falls.
it's a beautiful night. and regardless of all pain or struggle I am grateful that I get to spend it with you. yeh - Atlas I am studying
the points of contact, the moments at which I encounter you, and you encounter me. hands striking wood. voices from behind a screen. there are so many different ways of being. idk - Atlas I hope this is the beginning
of something, something that lasts for a long time. my friends are great - Atlas Mom said the people at my great-grandmother's cemetery
probably knew when you died because you sent sunflowers to your family's graves every year until you stopped. she said that on the last day of being in that city she ran down the sidewalk near her elementary school (you were waiting for her at the corner in front of your house) and she tripped and skinned her knee on the crosswalk. I think about how you probably helped her up, dried her tears. how my mom did that for me. and I think about those moments that are so precious to us but that never make it onto paper or into conversation. do they die with us? I think about who will remember the sunflowers. idk - Atlas sometimes the meteor misses.
parts of the future click into place just in time to avoid some darker fate-- it is important to remember these times. the universe can be gentle, too. I'm grateful - Atlas on the longest day of the year,
things are looking up slightly. like for the smallest of seconds I regained my footing. truthfully, time marches ever on. but I am grateful to be here, here especially with you. grateful for so many things - Atlas the summer solstice approaches.
it sneaks up on me, it always does that moment when things change from growth to decay. it turns around again, I know, I know. so it is, so it goes - Atlas time slips by
faster, faster, faster. I'm trying to catch my breath but it always seems to be just a few feet ahead idk - Atlas I am so grateful for you,
my fuzzy friend the reason I stopped being afraid of the dark. <3 - Atlas |
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