Every time I change, I feel different. And I change everyday. We all do. We're different people than the ones were were yesterday, a day ago, and the day before that. But every time I change, I feel like it's not me. It throws of my center of balance, assuming I even had one. I go to a party, get different friends, even dress a different way, and everything is thrown into catastrophe. I have to put on a front, pretend to be someone I'm not.
Smile instead of stare. Make eye contact, don't look away. Sit up, never slouch. I make rules for myself, and I follow them blindly for the rest of my life. Because I never come out the same. Each time I change, it's permanent. Each time I change, I have to reintroduce myself to the universe. Again, and again, and again. - Halcyon
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